While the country holds its collective breath waiting for the
presidential results, Owen holds his own election.
Excerpt
Owen wasn't sure if Sam really wanted something to eat, but
if that was just a ploy to get Owen out of the studio, then
it worked. And the bar happened to be in a hotel. If they needed
more private space. He hung back, following Sam as he wound
his way to the exit. Ostensibly, it was to make sure nobody
saw them leaving together. But in reality, Owen just wanted
to check out Sam's ass.
Like most things about Sam, it was perfect.
Owen could write an entire paper about the curve, the texture,
and tautness, and the heat of Sam's ass. It might have been
the first thing that attracted Owen to the man, even when he
knew that things between them could never, ever work out. Of
course, he hadn't been looking for a relationship when they
met, which meant Sam was a great candidate for a one-night stand.
It just never actually worked out that way.
Nobody stopped him as he left, and Sam was waiting for him
on the sidewalk, bundled in a heavy coat. It was a new coat.
Owen had never seen it before.
"Are you going to admit it?" Sam asked as soon as
Owen fell in step beside him.
"Admit what?"
"That you've lied on camera."
"No."
"Are you going on your self-righteous kick tonight? Is
that really necessary?"
"I'm not going on any sort of kick, self-righteous or
otherwise. I'm just annoyed with your lies. Do I need to have
a special reason for that?"
"Yes."
"I know it's not because of the election results. In fact,
I thought you would be in a better mood than this."
That only deepened Owen's frown. He knew he should be in a
better move. Hell, he should have been ecstatic, and happily
pushing Sam's face in it. But he couldn't shake the darkness
hanging over him, and every time he looked at Sam, that bleakness
only increased.
"I don't know. It's just been a long day. A long month.
I've been running myself ragged, and I guess it's all just starting
to wear me down."
"Yeah, tell me about it." Sam casually pulled a pack
of cigarettes from his coat pocket and used his lips to pull
one out. When he noticed Owen watching, he grimaced and shook
his head. "I know, I know. Don't start, okay?"
"I won't. I've started smoking again, too."
"Really?"
"My nerves would be shot, otherwise."
"Do you want one?"
Owen nodded, expecting Sam to pass over the pack. Instead,
he lit the cigarette between his lips and passed it over. The
butt was warm, and Owen knew it was just his imagination, but
he thought he might have tasted vaguely of Sam. "Thanks."
"Don't mention it. And I didn't lie to you, you know."
"I never said you did."
"Yes, I know what all this is about." He lit a second
cigarette and took a deep drag. "You think I've been out
on the campaign trail, partying? Having a good time?"
"Haven't you been?"
"Has it been that long since you've been on a campaign?"
Sam flicked his ash. "Sorry. That isn't what I meant. The
point is, this has been a really hard month."
"I know," Owen conceded. "Where are you going
tomorrow?"
"I don't know. I'm not going to have a job tomorrow. Maybe
you were the smarter one all along."
"It is a bit nice to have job security." Owen exhaled
his smoke, watching the wisps dance away on the frigid air.
The streets had quieted, and there weren't too many people around
to notice them. Or block their paths. "At least, I know
where I'm going to be tomorrow."
The corner of Sam's mouth lifted. "I have a hotel room.
I might lock myself in it and get some sleep. Or drink a lot."
"Is it a nice hotel room?"
"It's not too bad. I've had worse."
Owen bit his tongue from adding more. Chances were good that
he would offer Sam a place to crash for the night, or for the
whole week, but he didn't need to jump at the chance. It would
happen, sooner or later. He might as well wait until later.
"Do you want to see it?"
Owen didn't respond immediately. He took another drag from
the cigarette, as casually as he could. "What about getting
something to eat?"
"There's room service."
"You know, I could get into serious trouble if I just
disappear on election night. Are you trying to make sure I don't
have a job tomorrow, either?"
"Do you really think I'm that evil?"
"Honestly?"
"Also, it's not fair to call me evil just because I'm
a Republican."
"To hear some people talk, you're not only evil, you're
breaking strategy with Satan himself every Thursday over breakfast."
"No, he's usually busy on Thursday mornings."